Random Thoughts

Do you ever feel like doing something really impulsive? Like, just randomly, while on a bus or train, bursting into a random ass dance party? Just letting go of all your worries about what people will think and letting whatever you’re listening to fill your soul?

 I feel like doing that a lot. I don’t think I’d actually have the confidence to ever do it but its funny to imagine. Sometimes I imagine the whole bus turning into a mad silent disco rave, everyone dancing and enjoying themselves, looking happy.

It’d be really cool if that actually happened, like as part some kind of program to improve peoples mental wellbeing…..First Dance-Happy buses…..ScotdanceRail…lol.

I wonder who I could pitch that idea to.

I feel like this is the kind of idea that would probably be shot down and I’d probably be asked questions about the intactness of my sanity or lack thereof. Maybe not though, you never know until you try I guess.

I think maybe I’ll pitch it to someone in a couple of years, once weeds been legalised and everyone’s chilled out a bit.

I don’t think anyone’s really chilled out at the moment, every day there’s a story about how ultimately fucked everyone and everything is. And if you think that’s bullshit and I’m just being negative, all you need to do is look at America and see that they have a reality tv person (I can’t find it in myself to call him a ‘star’ in any context, so he’s just a person~who is a massive cunt) as their President. What the actual fuck, with a fuckin moldy cherry on top? He’s an idiot. He’s a bigot and a truly hateful person. He’s also an idiot, did I mention? The fact that he’s not been impeached yet seriously concerns me and his behaviour online…..frankly, I think he is a serious threat to the national security of several, maybe all countries including his own.

One example ~of many~ of his sheerly disgusting nature is that he plans to put a limit on the number of refugees allowed into the US, bringing it down from an already measly 45,000 people to the diabolical number of only 30,000 people.

Really seems like a great guy doesn’t he?

So very charitable and kind, a true humanitarian soul.

No.

He’s a cunt.

Not a good cunt.

The worst cunt.

Anyhoo, before I write a whole blog book about everything inherently wrong and fucked up about politics and society or freeze to death (I’m sitting in a greenhouse), I gonna go.

I hope y’all are having a lovely evening, night, day and morning! 🙂

Sadness

Do you ever just feel sad? Like, for no particular reason at all?

I do, sometimes.

You’re probably thinking, isn’t that depression?

Nope.

I feel like with depression it’s deeper and darker…..with sadness, it’s more of a simple pain. Like a single snowflake hitting your shoulder in a thunderstorm. Rain thrashing all around you and yet only a single snowflake. The simple complexity of sadness. I type (say) “simple complexity” because sadness, much like the snowflake, is complex in its own right….but so simple compared to depression. Sadness is like an old friend, depression is the monster that used to live under your bed or in your wardrobe.

Did you know that snowflakes, despite their simple appearance, feature the whole electromagnetic spectrum of light? Isn’t that amazing? That something so small and so delicate and so seemingly insignificant is filled with a whole other world of beauty and light. Sadness is like that because without sadness you wouldn’t be able to appreciate the happy, joyous moments of your life and I think that that shows that snowflakes and sadness are one and the same.

~My friend is currently telling me all about how Pharmacies and Pharmacology degrees work and I’m not really sure why… I think I asked her something about a story she was telling me but I’m not really sure at this point. I now know a bit more about pharmacies than I previously did~

I hope everyone’s having a wonderful night, morning, day and evening 🙂

Vegan Cornettos

I planned to tell y’all about the residential I went on last week but my mind is feeling a bit too jumbled to remember stuff at the moment. So instead, I am going to talk about the ‘Vegan Cornetto’.

~Might be extremely boring…might not be~

I recently picked up a box from Tesco, not really thinking about it. I think it was the only cheap but nice looking thing I could see, so voilà…it bounced into my basket.

It was also 4am and I was losing the will to live.

On opening the box, there are four Cornettos; all of which are gluten-free and soy based. The actual ice cream looks like your bog standard Cornetto; a picturesque ice cream cone with professionally placed toppings. The dark chocolate of the topping is subtle but sweet, gorgeously accented by a sprinkle of hazelnuts. The actual ice cream is beautifully creamy without the heavy feeling that dairy products tend to bring. And finally, the crown of the Cornetto, the fucking heavenly chocolate cone that graces the bottom of every single Cornetto (to my knowledge)…..it was perfect. It was beautifully chocolaty, just pure, simple vegan perfection. It was so good, I had to double check it was definitely dairy free!

I would highly recomend, 1000000%  ^_^

I hope y’all are having a wonderful night, morning, day and evening!  ^_^