Month / July 2026

by introvertontheinternet

Early Morning Ramblings

I can’t sleep.

I feel really depressed.

Nothing new there.

I’ve been trying to correct my sleep cycle for a couple of days now, I know “a couple” of days isn’t really much at this point but I thought, at least, with the early mornings I’d get early nights. But *NOOOOO! (*emphasis on that), I don’t think I’m gon be sleeping for another few hours yet. I bet some of y’all be thinking that being online doesn’t help and it doesn’t. It really doesn’t. But neither does lying in darkness, being flooded with thoughts and worries about everything, waiting for sleep to creep up. So…I kinda feel like being online is the slightly better option for me at the moment.

I bought a load of Wasabi Seaweed Thins today. You are probably all wondering (if anyone reads this lol) why I mention this… And the reason is…no reason. I just enjoy them. Plus, writing-even though it’s just random shite-is saving me from boredom right now. Or depression. I think depression makes everything really boring, like all the colors have been sucked out of the world. It’s like walking around with your head stuck in a thick foggy cloud. It really fucking sucks. Obviously, there are things you can do to make it a bit easier but sometimes or often, you just can’t shake it off. It stays anchored in your chest and throat (or wherever you feel it) refusing to budge for the next few hours, weeks, months etc. Those times you just have to kinda ride out the wave, try not to let it overpower you. “Just keep swimming”, as Dorey from Finding Nemo famously said.

I think I’m going to try and get some sleep now, this took a fair wee while write despite how short it is. I hope y’all are having a lovely day, evening, morning and night! 🙂

by introvertontheinternet

Entry 1,2018

My friend just put a jumper on her cat……..a terrible opening line for a blog entry.

If I’m being completely honest, I don’t really know how to start this. All I know, in terms of this, is that I have a shit ton of ideas, thoughts and other crap in my head that I just need to dump out somewhere. So, behold…..Introvert On The internet has been birthed onto the infamous World Wide Web! I say (type?) “infamous” because, in all honesty, I find the internet to be a wee bitty bit scary. Sure, it has many great assets~such as creating connections across continents ~but I feel like there is so much bullshit. Like, an insane, crazy amount of straight-up shite. Fake news, fake tits, fake people…fake everything. It’s like the world is trying to hide, hide behind a massive mask.

 It seems as though everyone is obsessed with, infatuated with this need for likes. Which is totally natural but really quite sad in the aforementioned context. I’m not hating here, don’t get me wrong, I like getting likes as much as the next person….I just think it’s all a bit fucked up. 

~My friend’s cat (who’s called Milo ^-^) just ran out of her flat, which makes for a wee bit of~ ~excitement~Random cat updates are a thing in this entry which is A-Okay by me  ^_^ ~

And people, just random-ass people, who have 100,000,000 (this is a gross over-exaggeration) friends on Facebook. Wtf?! I’m sorry but nobody has that many friends. Or should I say (type?), nobody has that many real friends. 

I hope you enjoyed reading this entry and I hope you’re having a wonderful day or night, happy surfing peeps ^_^

Some coping strategies (for life) that I find helpful:

~Watching Vines

~Memes (cause there just fucking great) 

~Putting on headphones/earphones, blasting your ultimate dance tune(s), closing your eyes or sitting in a dark room (glow sticks are an option here) and pretending you’re at a rave. Go wild with your dancing skills, let the music fill your soul.