I have removed (drafted, not deleted) my posts because I keep trying to make this blog private or hidden but I’m still getting views. I want to take a break from this for a while; seeing random views from random people I don’t know is something I’m finding very difficult at the moment. I experienced stalking from a person I met online a couple of years ago and I can’t really remember if I gave them the link to this blog or not, it was a really turbulent time for me. I think I did though, because, at the time, I was so desperate to be seen, especially through the lens of my creations because I felt like a failure in pretty much all other aspects of my life. Even though that person is no longer part of my life and never will be again, for that matter, seeing views from unknown sources is reigniting the fear in me and I need it to stop. Also, I’ve been having problems with my posts being used by ai bots and that’s not cool either. So yea, I’ve drafted my posts until I’ve had no views for a while, or until I have less crippling anxiety.

Thanks for taking the time to read this, Peace Out ✌🏻